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Benjamin @benstone

Lover boy

As long as relationships, individuals and their various characteristics all remain commodities: worth so much more or less than the other… we all will remain deeply unsatisfied

Looking for someone to go nonverbal with

How do U plan for the future, if the future is canceled?

What’s funnier than 24? 25

ideally I’m so down with polyamory… but frfr in this hell? Under these conditions? Babe, I barely have enough breath to care for myself, let alone ONE other person. So monogamy is the way. YK? Like maybe open relationship if you get bored with my shit… idc… but again I don’t have that kinda drive. I’m just tired and want to lie down with a man.

First date idea: sniff each other’s pits That way I can know right away wether it will work

Have you seen my bf? The cops are after him but IT WASN’T HIM. Couldn’t be. He was with me during the assassination.

I read a book that literally debilitated me from being able to participate in the bullshitery that is this culture. Will I ever be employed again? Stay tuned.

You all are hot, but ur not this hot. 🥵 😋

Grindr: Sup bro Me:

Everything is deeply unserious

can’t help but feel autistic in a culture where so much of the expected is unspoken. “Use your words” I wish we talked to each other

Grindr: “what’s up man?” Collective: ✨

Beach House >>>>>>>

All there is is Now

Trump’s victory should not come as a shock. His win was all but certain since Biden’s victory in 2020. Biden’s “nothing will fundamentally change” stoked the rage for change already present in the dying country. With no alternative vision, the energy had to go to the man who would blow it all up. This process will continue to unfold as it has, the empire will continue to spin out of control taking with it some of the most vulnerable: The people of gaza, of the Congo, and all of the oppressed.

Artists remain poor on edge Society success is Great Elon Must be a Genius Swift a Modern Whitman who’s the dead poet what sells Mass Obesity You can’t stand Art Self-Reflection Cover your wrinkles Go to therapy Cringe in the mirror take your pills Pass GO ➡️ are you Living I was on life support met the devil and God my Self Now I Live scar bare despite Resistance I LOVE No scorn No thorn can kill the Spirit Defiant I am Resilient I must Be for You to See what is peripheral brought into focus Now

[2/2] I’ll let you see me as you do knowing it’s a reflection of you. I’m reaching out for a Touch of that Dance! and on it goes. Mushrooms & tree Roots Make connections so do I like the one’s that linger they too float away I Love You I Love Me I Love it I Love it! Until we Dance again I am Comforted by the Knowledge as it was in the beginning It Is Now and ever shall be… Merrily Merrily Life is but a Dream.

[1/2] Flashing by a thousand times I’m here there it’s You me under the table again in the clouds… there you go again Drifting through space Face after Face passers-bye reaching Stay a moment lingering… as they float away I Love you Gone. rain Drops & I miss you I know. I know it to be true needed community Reagan killed it he called us welfare Queens I say, yes sir don’t be a Drag just be a … and on it goes.

Posting new poems, starts now! In April I was diagnosed with a brain AVM, and in July underwent surgery. For the last few months I’ve been writing… lmk what you think 😉

Mask-Off Now I’m here. Who am I? I A Monstrosity. I I I Eyes cannot See the truth masters of Deception I, a Conception an agreement between Entities Roles assigned in cages by the caged. Who am I? I AM the vantage point of this Body the intersection of these Eyes these I’s in this moment. Now tell me, Who do you Think you are? is that one Conception? or it a Deception of the Many You Hide in your closet Eyes cannot Tell the truth

Srry I left the chat, besties 🧠 surgery, school dropped, House-rocked, Danced with the devil, Met god, My self. It’s a blessing Starting over. More poems soon I promise 🥺

I’m 51% introvert and 49% extrovert And I go through periods where I’m super sure of who I am and I won’t shut up about whatever I’m on about… And then I go back inside. And then I just ride other people’s narratives and keep to myself. I think this is also why I’m vers

I used to be really into politics and changing the world. Now I’m really into gay porn and shirtless dudes… Like, is there even an election this year? Does it even matter? Seems like we’re at the end of a road here… And all there is is sex and drugs…

My Lover made a full 3 course dinner for me… It was the last time we’d be seeing each other for 3 months… With such happiness made, comes the withdrawal. And now I miss him. 😔

This could be us. But u playin

Sex is everything, until it’s over. Then it’s cuddle-time Please, hold me as this high fades I need that. need to know you’re real. need your smell, and the smells of sex do linger. As I fall fall fall into a trance again. Perhaps I’ll dream of you or us or sex again. Perhaps I’ll forget. Let’s eat fruit in the morning, K?

unfortunate world. I am here. u r there. the people I know, somewhere else. on lines binary in clouds in Arizona. could use some A/C cool off my mind over processing perceptions U Hate me. for I am not the man u r looking for I had a father who’s violence left me Craving Humanity. But masculinity Pee-Cocks. Dance men, Show us ur strength. good now shove it in me. You hate me because I remind you of what is denied I love you. for I know what is inside. just a boy wide-eyed and ruined

luv me some outside time with spring and kitty 🐱

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