‘knife sharpening business’
the day I kill the faggot inside my brain
is the day that angels will sing
carried on my grandmother’s wings
i have been flirting with the idea for a while
imagine me tying him to a chair
choosing a weapon
and seeing the twinkle in his eye die as i numb him with a punch in the temple
maybe then i could put his limp faggot body through a meat grinder
turn him into a crimson pulp and use it
as a fertiliser for a ground on which temples of infinity are built
couples are wed and dogs are raised
i will look at my own hands
stained crimson red from all this faggot fertiliser residue
i will touch my skin, leaving bloody streaks
wash myself in red
draw circles on my chest, where the heart is
soak this faggot in