Omg I hate this feeling so much, you know when: “Hi doctors, I’m really sorry to bother you, my apologies in advance for wasting your precious time but I’ve been feeling this pain and it’s very unusual. I’m sorry again, I know it’s not a big deal, there are people with way more serious problems than me. Children are dying at the end of the day, I really shouldn’t be here. I should’ve get a medical degree just in case, what the fuck was I doing with my life. I’m sorry for my existence, I’ll go now and die.” *I saw how this nurse looked at me she definitely thinks I’m an attention seeker*