I want to be as transparent as possible on this app. Back in March, I faced my suicidal ideation with full force. One night, I cried so hard in bed I almost threw up—and since then, everything has changed. It has been an ongoing battle, but I’m facing it every day. The reason I’m sharing this is because I have become suicidal again. Within the last two days. I struggle with an undiagnosed eating disorder—and most days, I struggle to eat enough. I have very little energy most of the time. I sleep a lot. I’m going to make it out. I did it before. I can do it again. I’m going to see Superman next week, and I plan on being here to see it. It’s going to be amazing. If anyone else out there is struggling like I am, please know that you’re not alone. There is help available. MENTAL HEALTH RESOURCES: National Alliance for Eating Disorders Visit: www.allianceforeatingdisorders.com Call: (866) 662-1235 The Trevor Lifeline Visit: www.thetrevorproject.org Text: “START” to 678-678 Call: (866) 488-7386 National Suicide Crisis Lifeline Visit: www.988lifeline.org Text: “PRIDE” to 988 Call: 988 (Press 3) It gets better. You are not alone.