I want to be as transparent as possible on this app.
Back in March, I faced my suicidal ideation with full force. One night, I cried so hard in bed I almost threw upโand since then, everything has changed. It has been an ongoing battle, but Iโm facing it every day.
The reason Iโm sharing this is because I have become suicidal again. Within the last two days. I struggle with an undiagnosed eating disorderโand most days, I struggle to eat enough. I have very little energy most of the time. I sleep a lot.
Iโm going to make it out. I did it before. I can do it again.
Iโm going to see Superman next week, and I plan on being here to see it. Itโs going to be amazing.
If anyone else out there is struggling like I am, please know that youโre not alone. There is help available.
MENTAL HEALTH RESOURCES:
National Alliance for Eating Disorders
Visit: www.allianceforeatingdisorders.com
Call: (866) 662-1235
The Trevor Lifeline
Visit: www.thetrevorproject.org
Text: โSTARTโ to 678-678
Call: (866) 488-7386
National Suicide Crisis Lifeline
Visit: www.988lifeline.org
Text: โPRIDEโ to 988
Call: 988 (Press 3)
It gets better.
You are not alone.