I’ve realised that the only time I feel insecure is when I try to integrate myself into the society and share my personality with people. Then no one gets me and I start to think that I’m weird. Meanwhile in my own world I fully accepted who I am, every part of my body, my past, my current healing era, I understand why I am the way I am. People get offended that I dismiss their opinions about myself because no one provided what’s that opinion based on, often people project stuff into me and assume my intentions for them. Whenever someone compliments me I think that they telling me the things they like or complimenting the designers of the clothes I’m wearing. I perceive it as common interests. And the only compliments I purely value are about my personality that I also like, or never noticed about myself, but people rarely give me those compliments.