Each day I’m getting more confused in this world. She brought up a situation about someone, being confused about their intentions. She said “ do they want to be friends or do they just want to fuck”. It was more likely a hint of what my intentions are towards her. But few years back for some reason I taught myself not to assume anything unless been told directly. Therefore without that assumption I thought that if I tell her what I think of it from my perspective according to my observation of my own existence, it would look like “I’m making everything about me”. But even so, how do I explain to someone that I need everything to be magical and it’s hard for me to have any intentions with the person I barely know? Yes, it takes me awhile to get sexually attracted to someone. I was already forcing myself to be interested in her. What am I doing?