I wish no one ever to be sexually assaulted, the psychological damage is immense, and you never get over it. Over time, it becomes less painful, but it is like you gained a second shadow which is a cruel reminder of how horrible humans can be. This is not a cry for help, nor do I need your opinion. I hope that you think twice before going to a stranger’s house. If you have a young boy, they are also at risk. I was unlucky to experience this hell twice, so I feel the urge to create awareness.