How much time do I have,
How much money can I spare,
How much of my capacity will I give willingly to you,
How much of me will you squander.
Do you know my worth?
Do you know how much you’ve taken?
How much you owe?
How much we have left?
How long can things stay like this?
When will you own up to what you’ve done.
Why am I still here, time after time after time?
Breaking a pattern
Making a change
Unshackled from a life unwanted
Free from guilt by association
How far will I go to be removed from this situation?
Will I get out alive?
Will I get out at all?
Cursed by my ability to exist under such pressure,
A life learning to be quiet despite discomfort
Don’t act out, stop showing off, it’s not that bad.
Be quiet, you don’t want to ruin his life really do you?
He’s got so much potential,
He doesn’t mean it really,
Probably did it because he likes you,
It’s kind of romantic right?