Maddie (@courtless) - Collective Profile MedStudentCopium at ConstellationAsk. 🫧 26 Y.O. | archivist of ache | soft even when it hurts 📍Dublin | queer, soft, “ungrateful”, “heretic” oh you can unquote that last one Follow @thecourtless on Instagram and @whousesthat on Twitter. Recent posts: a foggy waterfront scene with a beach and golden sunlight. the image evokes a sense of mystery and contemplation., a screenshot of a phone notification. the notification reads "people nearby are looking at you...", the image is a dark album cover with the text "spiritual front" in red at the top and "nihilist ep" at the bottom., a man with curly hair and a mustache poses for a selfie. he is shirtless., an elderly woman in a blue sweater gestures towards a sofa with colorful pillows. the scene is set in a well-lit living room., .

Maddie @courtless

🫧 26 Y.O. | archivist of ache | soft even when it hurts 📍Dublin | queer, soft, “ungrateful”, “heretic” oh you can unquote that last one

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Loving whole-heartedly doesn’t guarantee.. shit really. Fuck water boarding this is the ultimate torture. “Situationship,” they said. Yeah, no. That wasn’t the effort they commanded.

Another day rolls over, I open my eyes to a foggy view, overshadowing the crisp golden rays of our warm yellow star, on the waterfront of a faked beach, and I wonder why? Why did any of it happen? Why was I knocked completely out of orbit, of a life I clawed and bled for? Was it me that screwed it all up? Was the world just being a dick? Alas we’ll never know. Some “things” just aren’t meant to be answered.

“‘cause aren’t we all just looking for a little bit of hope these days” 🥺

I keep location OFF for a reason. Some countries have cops monitoring queer apps and entrapping people. So no thank you, not while I’m forced to exist in this godforsaken land. Heh… even Lucifer left

WOW jfc… never ever leave me alone with my own thoughts. What is this?? Brain. BABE. Life already makes me cry on its own, u cannot ambush me the moment external stimuli stops. All this chaos because a show buffered for one single second.

Yes it’s a banger. No I’m not okay.

Oh how I long to return to my place, the one with an actual scenic route. Every fucking route was scenic. Not a moment passes there without Ostara smiling down saying let the green pop bright, let the clouds puff, let the water be a gorgeous turquoise. Ugh how I long to go back there… a life lost, could just be a moment of development, even if one doesn’t believe it.

I’m sorry Japan what TF?! Banning same sex marriage is constitutional?? TF do u mean?? I know I know it’s their constitution, but who tf does this help?? Why hurt people that are literally trying to just live and have a tiny bit of fuckin joy??? Gaaah seriously like fuck off.

If the world is ending anyway We’ll dance our ashes to the grave

Wild how my psych told me to ‘find God’ and also called it ‘mild depression’ in the same breath. Babes I found Him… in a pub’s shitter. He wasn’t helpful either. Makes sense tho she’s in a queermissive country and… faith. That’s a part 2 I guess.

Ehhh it’s real, sue me that’s who I am

A human heart is way more fragile than glass isn’t it??? It’s funny cause it’s the one muscle that pumps 24/7, it shatters into… well millions of microscopic pieces at a single word. Hell it doesn’t even have to be something crazy, no not at all it can just be “well we were always _______” heh well maybe we were, but we certainly didn’t behave like it.