Sometimes it’s hard to not think about all the possibilities and what could’ve been, what never was.
Today I find myself thinking about my past and my choices, if I knew then what I know now, what would I have done differently?
It is hard to think about painful decisions and how pain is inevitable. How sometimes the tough choice is between your pain or other’s, and in the end, you have to always choose you because no one will ever have your back like you do.
I hate to know that I have caused mpain to the people I cared about the most. I hate to know that it had to happen for me to be me. It is hard to accept and I am trying to make my peace with it.
From every choice, there is a lesson learned.