Maria (@mariasmood) • Collective gay friends app

Maria @mariasmood

originally from Moscow but i moved to the UK in September :) i have a strong passion for art, sunsets and late night conversations❤️ no to war!🕊️

my wife (who’s hiding in the photo) made this top for me🥺

i love tesco meal deals and queer rights

it's sad to lose the past when you haven't got your 'present' yet the feeling that i don't belong anywhere or to anything (and there are so many people around)

i’m such a cliché but at least i’m free

le peur au ventre

london is such an interesting place

‘no worries if not’ by Lindsey Mendick (Sainsbury Centre, Norwich, 2024). how artistically and accurately the agony, the screaming, this darkness and pain of human existence is shown! i’ve dreamed something like this for a long time...

«i fall into the Moon, and i fall easily, and i fall fast!»

queers from Norwich, UK! would you like to go clubbing with me on the 24th of January?🥺 i rlly wanna go to the ‘pillow princess: queer cinema’ party but i have no friends here😭 dm me or leave a comment if you’re interested! (i have a gf so i’m only interested in non-romantic hang outs)

hey let’s be moots on instagram!! my username is mariasmood 💅

my first halloween in the uk! we tried to dress up as vampires but forgot to add fake blood so... we were just a goth couple🫶 i know, it isn’t scary at all :(

camden market! (i’m just living that life)

I’M IN THE UK AJAGEHKDOXYSHAOWOEJDKS

— что от меня останется в сердце твоём, странница?

maybe i am destined to one day become a sculpture and decorate someone's home?

when i have a depressive episode, i feel like all my passion for art, people and any activity is in the past and will never come back. i feel completely empty and hopeless, can’t even talk about myself. if you feel something like this, i’m here to remind you that your brain is deceiving you! your hobbies and passions are still yours, and this state of mind is temporary. we may think at the moment that it's all over, but our deep-seated attitudes/feelings and interests are stronger than that ❤️

a little bit of ancient roman mythology for my queers: “triumph of the enlightened monarchy" by Igor Lozinsky! you can see Minerva – the goddess of wisdom, justice, patroness of arts and crafts, Mars – the god of war, Neptune – the god of the sea, Mercury – the god of trade 💫

the feminine urge to run away into the forest and become the wind (just let me have spotify and collective)

i think i’ll miss this wall in my bedroom🥺 oh i'm posting Henri Matisse's La Danse again

i hope you’ve found the hidden message on the wall :)

anyone from Norwich and the University of East Anglia? or maybe just the UK :) I'm leaving Moscow this autumn and going to live in a new country alone🥺

hey 🧡🤍🩷