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Sterling @nature

Pisces, amateur photographer, resident of planet Earth

I want a Heartstopper kind of love

Still can’t seem to find myself

New tank #FuckElon

Trying to get some last-minute sun before bed

has anyone figured out how to be a real person yet

Spring training in Scottsdale

Got to hang out with my sister and her three legged cat 🐈‍⬛

In Washington until the 5th

Why am I still so afraid to love

Well I’m here physically but my mind feels like there’s a constant war inside of me, where parts of me are being pulled apart, and It’s like everything that made me who I am is slowly disintegrating, and I can’t hold onto anything anymore.

Well I think I’m dying again

Anyone else love a random manic and depressive episode

Telling myself unsuccessfully that I have to start putting myself first. When from the moment you start growing up it’s all about serving/helping others and I don’t know what to do. It feels so selfish even if that’s the way to get through life

Then not so subtle reminders from the universe telling me to live my own life. and stop trying to live my friends lives. is getting to me and starting to hurt 😔

Tho my friends birthday was last week I got the film back and want to continue to celebrate him. When a straight guy has the confidence and compassion you didn’t know you needed in a friend. I love you! thank you for being amazing, thank you for being you, thank you for everything

Crushing hard on another straight. Great friend, they are just such a nice person, ok and the way they smile, getting to look into their eyes is almost enough. Really just want them to lay their head on my chest

How do you continue to find yourself when you have been lost for so so fucking long?

Billie. “Think I forgot how to be happy” I’ve been so use to being, that when something good comes I shut it out. Because If I get the chance to feel. I will probably fall from happiness again

How come when I visited Barcelona I did not see any gays and I feel like half of my mutuals on here are from there???

Do I not want to fall asleep, because I do not want to be alone, or am I afraid of the endless possible dreams that I could have

Finally hung up all the art that’s been on the floor of my room

I have a stupid cold 🤒

It’s hard to loose what I never had with you But for the idea of love and hope. I had forgotten how I was hurt before,

Well I ended up shaving my chest for the first time in like a year soooo

🍄‍🟫🍄💪

Huntington Beach

Her claws are sharp

Thanks West Hollywood

Third haircut in as many weeks

104°F or 40°C

Well I swapped nose rings for the first time this week since I had it pierced over a year ago, took out the ring to wash my face this morning and when I came home from work I tried to put it back in. Nope it’s closed.

Just a boy in a car