I hate having to see people that I know get into relationships because of how easy it is for them to find someone they can relate to but I can’t even flirt with a boy fearing he might think I’m weird for hitting on him. I just can’t deal with the constant fear, anger and sadness of having to find someone who will like me back. I know people will tell me that the right one will come but I honestly don’t think I will find the right one and I don’t think I can deal with it. I hate it 2/2