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Zayntoun (@zayn) - Collective Profile | Törökszentmiklós, HU English teacher. 🇸🇾 i eat a lot of olives Recent posts: a man with curly dark hair and a beard poses for a selfie in a leather jacket., a close-up of a woman's face with dramatic pink eye makeup is overlaid with a pink, leopard-print button that reads "sharmata" in gold script. the background is a deep pink with gold glitter and pink hearts., a close-up shot of a table with freshly baked pastries, a tablet playing music, and a red tumbler. the background features a wooden shelf unit filled with plants and decorative items, bathed in warm sunlight., a man with curly dark hair and a beard pouts and makes an inviting gesture with his hand. he is wearing a dark t-shirt and jewelry., a close-up selfie of a young man with dark, curly hair and stubble. he is wearing a black t-shirt and a necklace with a shell pendant., a sepia-toned iphone lock screen displays the time, date, and song information. the background features a stylized portrait of a woman, with arabic text overlaying the image., a cozy living room scene with a shelf filled with various potted plants, including cacti. a fruit bowl with grapes and an orange sits on a coffee table, alongside a cigarette and a drink. a television screen displays an image with arabic text., a vintage-style meme features a woman holding a young girl's face, with text overlaying the image that reads, "you mustn't let your desire for intimacy lower your fucking standards.", a man with curly dark hair, a beard, and stubble smiles at the camera in a close-up selfie. he is wearing a red shirt and is lying down on a couch with orange pillows., a man with curly hair and a beard is looking at a large green leaf of a houseplant. the man is wearing a light-colored button-down shirt., a man in military attire, possibly a uniform, is shown in a close-up shot., a close-up shot of a man with dark, curly hair and a beard, looking down and away from the camera. he is wearing a necklace., a man with curly dark hair and a beard poses for a selfie, holding a red toy., a man with dark, curly hair and a beard smiles at the camera while wearing a sweater., a man with curly dark hair and a beard takes a selfie while lying down with a black cat resting on his chest., .
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Zayntoun @zayn

🇸🇾 i eat a lot of olives
Törökszentmiklós, HU
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gardening
A man with curly dark hair and a beard poses for a selfie in a leather jacket.
Budapest & Debrecen Hi
A close-up of a woman's face with dramatic pink eye makeup is overlaid with a pink, leopard-print button that reads "Sharmata" in gold script. The background is a deep pink with gold glitter and pink hearts.
sharmata mode is on
A close-up shot of a table with freshly baked pastries, a tablet playing music, and a red tumbler. The background features a wooden shelf unit filled with plants and decorative items, bathed in warm sunlight.
i should bake more often
A man with curly dark hair and a beard pouts and makes an inviting gesture with his hand. He is wearing a dark t-shirt and jewelry.
he’s back
meow
A sepia-toned iPhone lock screen displays the time, date, and song information. The background features a stylized portrait of a woman, with Arabic text overlaying the image.
يا ورق الاصفر، عم نكبر عم نكبر
A cozy living room scene with a shelf filled with various potted plants, including cacti. A fruit bowl with grapes and an orange sits on a coffee table, alongside a cigarette and a drink. A television screen displays an image with Arabic text.
this morning but back home with all my aunties around gossiping about the neighbors and i’ll be happy
delete his number, delete the chat and leave it alone, if he wants to message you, he will. if he doesn’t, then you didn’t lose anything.
why do i have to be a stupid lover boy god why
A vintage-style meme features a woman holding a young girl's face, with text overlaying the image that reads, "You mustn't let your desire for intimacy lower your fucking standards."
A man with curly dark hair, a beard, and stubble smiles at the camera in a close-up selfie. He is wearing a red shirt and is lying down on a couch with orange pillows.
waiting
Part II. And still still you left this desire in me like a jewel hidden in a wound. Why? Why give me a love that feels like both blessing and blasphemy, both salvation and self‑destruction? Why make me a man who can kiss another man and feel the universe rearrange itself into something unbearably honest, yet still look in the mirror and flinch? God, I know you love me. I know this because you made me too carefully for it to be an accident. You carved this longing into me with the precision of a sculptor who refuses to apologize for beauty. So why why do I hate myself for it with such theatrical devotion? Why does the holiness you gave me feel like a sin when I hold it in my own hands? I am tired of praying for a different version of myself. I am tired of bargaining with a God who already said yes the moment He made me.
teach me your name so i forget all names but yours
back to the falaheen mode
relocate my fantasy
that guy ain’t me BUT we are rooting for you
A man with dark, curly hair and a beard smiles at the camera while wearing a sweater.
Just do your thing, child
A man with curly dark hair and a beard takes a selfie while lying down with a black cat resting on his chest.
mashmusha dreams
A man with dark, curly hair and a beard poses for a selfie, wearing a black tank top and a necklace.
there’s a lot of things that i could say
are you satisfied with an average life? do i need to lie to make my way in life? i swear, marina gotta be on every overachiever’s playlist
aquí nadie quiso irse, quien se fue sueña con volver
bruh this is why i don’t like dating apps, cuz how am i supposed to show you all of my layers in one profile????? like i’m haifa wehbe sometimes, then again che guevara, but also a complete nerdy and geeky guy? yet also a jealous possessive melanie martinez? then again a peaceful plant dad, but also a completely traumatized the pretty reckless?? it’s like a mystery box, try to open it and see what you get
A screenshot of a Spotify profile page featuring a playlist titled 'Bhebo wala ma bhebo' with a glamorous image of a woman. The playlist includes various Arabic songs.
this is my confidence boost secret (if you ever need an arab bitchy playlist, it’s public on my profile!!!)
LOVE ME, LOVE ME SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME
ALL THE THINGS SHE SAIDDDD
A man with curly dark hair and a beard lies on a couch, looking towards the camera. He is wearing a black t-shirt and appears to be taking a selfie.
👹
Back to life, more on that later
A close-up, low-angle shot of a man with dark, curly hair and a beard, resting his head on a couch. His foot is visible in the foreground, resting on his head.
meow
nvm i love being a lover boy to be fair
don’t like a man if you’re arab otherwise your closest friend will hear you yell abdel halim hafez 24/7, i’m sorry hala (love you)
sun
Part III. So here I am, kneeling in this absurd heaven, surrounded by angels who pretend not to stare, finally whispering the truth I was too afraid to offer you: I am yours. All of me. Even the parts I tried to burn. Even the love I tried to starve. Even the man I tried to kill in the name of purity. If this is who I am, then let it be holy. If this is who I am, then let it be enough. And if this is who I am because you loved me into existence then God, teach me how to love myself with even a fraction of the tenderness you used to make me.
Part I. God, I am speaking to you from a place that looks suspiciously like heaven if heaven were designed by someone who misunderstood restraint. The clouds here wear silk. The angels smoke memory like opium. And I I kneel in the middle of it all, a man stitched together from contradictions and longing. I have sinned, or so they tell me. Not with violence, not with greed, but with the soft catastrophe of loving men the way poets love their own ruin. I prayed, once, with the desperation of a chandelier begging not to fall. I asked you to unmake me, to sand down the edges of my desire until I became smooth, acceptable, holy in the way pamphlets define holiness. But every morning I woke up still myself a man whose heart beats in the direction of other men, a compass that refuses to point north. I tried to change. God, I tried with the theatrics of a saint auditioning for martyrdom. I hurt people along the way women who mistook my gentleness for promise, men who mistook my fear for rejection, myself most of all. I bruised my own soul with the elegance of a velvet whip, punishing myself for a crime I never committed.
ما تكلمنيش عالحب، ما تفكرنيش بالحب، لا حياتي هي حياتي ولا قلبي اصبح قلب
sun’s son
me in short: spam pics disappear spam writing disappear again repeat
A man with curly hair and a beard takes a mirror selfie while wearing a light-colored button-down shirt. He is holding a phone in his left hand and a large potted plant is in the foreground.
dancing in the street
A man with curly dark hair and blue eyes takes a selfie while holding a fluffy black cat. He is wearing a light-colored button-down shirt and has tattoos on his hand.
mashmusha
A man with curly dark hair and stubble takes a mirror selfie, partially obscured by a large indoor plant. He is wearing a light-colored button-down shirt and a necklace.
i could take a silhouette and draw your face into my head
Two white plastic chairs sit in a grassy clearing surrounded by lush banana trees and dense foliage. A bunch of green bananas hangs from a tree in the background.
estoy pasando frío, escuchando estas cancione
Spongebob and Patrick are dressed in traditional Islamic clothing, celebrating Ramadan. A banner reads "Ramadan Mubarak".
RAMADAN MUBARAK YALLLLL 🌙
"اشتقت اليك، وحشتني عينيك، مش عارف اهرب فين منك، انا لك على طول، خليك ليا، خد عين مني و طل عليا و خد الاتنين و اسأل فيا، من اول يوم راح مني النوم"
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