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Ivan @goodbadboy

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Yay the titties are back and ready to be seen by this world

Being silly. The photo had to be cropped

Don’t do it little girl

I think I have just been shamelessly checked out in the most homophobic gym of Berlin McFIT Charlottenburg! The guy was flexing his abs in front of the mirror and looking at me. At this gym?! They hardly even change their underwear here it’s so homophobic! 😄 Afraid of the gays! 😆 kudos to this guy for breaking the system :)

The Queer Christmas market at Nollendorfplatz looks cute as usual

“Do not sit here and judge us for how we process our trauma when you are the ones who traumatized us. Yes, maybe the homosexuals are a little bit too promiscuous in your eyes, bitch. Don't sit here and judge us for how we process the trauma that you put us through. Since we were children, you have told us that you don't see us, you don't respect us, you don't love us, and you don't want us to be who we are. So don't sit here now and try to tell us and shame us for how we choose to process the shit you put us through.” Lushious Massacr

What else to do in winter after work in Berlin? It’s already dark at 4 pm. Evenings are especially long. I try to do gym several times per week and once per week yoga. And I have a hard time finding more things to do so instead rewatching some favorite anime (Attack on Titan🤤). Any good ideas for this time of the year? I guess socializing would be great but for that I need to find more people to socialize:) I’ll see a friend on Friday and a few more on Sunday. Are you guys very social and always have people around you throughout the week? Note: work from home queen here so no office and no live work meetings

So I just found out recently that people use styling powders these days. Gosh it’s so hard to keep up with these youngsters 😅 but it’s arrived and here’s my first try on doing something with it. It’s giving f*ggotry and I like it

I am so funny at gym. People think I’m so dedicated when in reality I skipped almost half a year and back at it just a month ago. God bless muscle memory

Love these beautiful evening lights and wet pavement. Let’s follow the cops back home and rob their hoses (Placebo)

I know it’s just dopamine but it feels so real to me. Robyn slayed so hard 🔥

The queer performance festival yesterday was awesome! Dancing, singing, stripping, joking and more

I’m thinking way too much how I’m being perceived by other people. It’s tiring and annoying. It’s making me rethink things I’ve done or said in the past like I did something wrong. Like I hurt people with my words. How do I stop playing these scenarios in my head and blaming myself for being too honest, too sarcastic, too direct. I am me and I want to live freely and authentically. If people can’t take me well then I’ll find those that can. I am so tired regretting things I’ve done or said to people. The only person I really need to stop being so hard on is myself.

Boyberry in Berlin is not bad at all. Last night it was packed and there were quite some good looking guys. Some familiar faces too. In terms of crowd 25-45 yo it might be the best option in Schonenberg now? And I love me a darkroom too. It adds flirty sexy vibes to the place

Berlin. Who’s going to queer performance festival this weekend? I got balcony on Saturday. No idea what to expect

“Die My Love” 7/10. The ending is very strong. Jennifer Lawrence acting was so good.

Die My Love movie was not easy. Enough is what I wanted to say at 2/3 of the movie

How these productive people manage to do everything. I want to go to the gym, go watch Die My Love in the cinema, read a book and watch drug race. Well and I need to finish work. But only half of this list will be accomplished

Started to like big “dad” boxers this year. There’s something refreshing about it. Realized I don’t need to show every centimeter of my skin to feel sexy. I can even be dressed 🤭

Oooooh how lucky Dudley Dursley is!!! Good for him.

Insert deep meaningful caption from ChatGPT here that should make others think I’m more than just a pretty face