Juvenlee (@juvenlee_surrealart) • Collective gay friends app

Juvenlee @juvenlee_surrealart

Smart, good looking, seeking eternity but not immediately. More glamorous than fabulous. I only follow those who follow me because you’re not Beyoncé.

Pink salmon with tomato, red onion, cream cheese and capers.. a little olive oil, salt and pepper, divine.

Get ready to VOTE! 🗳️

Heavy dark drapes cover us, and only the tongues of fire lick alight the edges of, Folds that draped over edges which, never ending, never ending, Shrouded in the darkness that’s lit only by the tongues of fire, Enveloping edges, endlessly, seamlessly between the heat covering the ending. And the ending goes out with the fire. The heat leaves with the light. Folds become holds. The edges touching drapes, now the stillness takes silence as we’ve reached the end of the night.

Another dahlia is blooming! 🤩

He doesn’t want to admit it but he’s a gaymer.

Secretly snooping on my students conversations.. 😆🤨

Every morning without fail my husband makes me a cup of coffee. ☕️ 😭🥰

Nothing like a solid workout to clear the karmas! 🙏🏽 hope yall are having an awesome day! Woot wooot!! 🤩🥳

If you only ‘like’ aesthetic then don’t complain about the isolating feelings. Realizing people want the fantasy, not reality. But complain how the fantasy makes them feel...

I’m so excited! My dahlias are starting to bloom!! 🤩🥳

Aren’t the romantic with stars in their eyes, tulips in their mouths absolutely delicious in their pursuit of love?

Working while waiting for the husband unit to get home. Hope y’all had a great day today!

Even though my husband and I have issues to work out, he comes home from his work trip today and I am so exxccciiiittteeeedddd!! 🤩🤸🏽

Thinking about you... ‘Collective’.. 🥲🤣

No babes, I don’t buy my clothes from SHEIN. Matter of fact I’ve stopped shopping at any mass produced clothing store; respectively. Used to love Zara, don’t go there anymore. I only shop at Goodwill, thrift stores, consignment shops, garage sales, or even from people off the streets. That way im, almost, guaranteed to have something unique. 🫶🏽

This is why I love pushing one’s craft! I made this top for #FibulasatFolsom and it works so well with these pants I found at Goodwill! Goodwill y’all! It’s giving (budget friendly!) Rick Owen’s vibe. 🤩

Feeling like a Zara commercial, but in a good way. Def a spring look. 🌈☀️

Love the goodwill! 🌈

Don’t talk to me. I have 37 notifications on my YouTube. I’ll simply be TOO BUSY responding to my fans. 💅🏽🤣

I’m low key loving Clinton and Stacy’s new show, ‘Wear Whatever the ‘F’ You Want’! 😍 (That’s my mantra!)

Ah! Back to feeling like an angsty preteen on ‘Collective’ first thing in the morning- did they read my texts?? 😂😂🤣 have a great day y’all!

As much fun as traveling is, nothing beats home. ...and daaang! My lips is ashy! ...is this aesthetic?

Home sweet home.

I learned so much at the Tenderloin museum. Learning about how queer white people faced and resisted oppression made me realize how important decommercializing the human existence is. Even though western beauty centers white skin, it obscures the struggle and challenges white people face. Making them, too, subject to erasure. I couldn’t imagine my white brothers and sisters facing oppression and marginalization. I couldn’t imagine my white brothers and sisters having the courage, the resilience, the fierceness to fight back. It was humbling to comprehend that it has been ALL colors of the rainbow that have helped fight for queer freedom. I genuinely encourage anyone who visit SF to visit the Tenderloin museum. Although the neighborhood is associated with crime, poverty and homelessness, the museum offers a perspective on queer histor, I believe not celebrated enough.

The ‘other’ does the work, then the center moves in. #Tenderloin #SF

This has gotta fit some sort of luggage, packing kink! 😄 Why is it always like this going home?

Final days recap! The last couple days have been a blur. Folsom itself was fun, but a little too much. A girl riding a dildo, spanking, of course, at corners. Some diaper play.. all out in the public too. Danced like cray’. I had an epiphany about why Folsom endure, and the issues of even on here. The conformity of beauty, excluding others and thus isolating feelings in the zeitgeist. Folsoms defiance utilizing sex to destabilize western beauty standards- all bodies, and people are desirable! Went to The Mix; divish bar, Midnight Sun; older bar, The Stud; fun alt dance club. Then to this F8, a really alt straight small rave bar/club. It was so much fun! Omg! Ended the night at Lone Star Saloon; bear bar, great music. Took a driverless car, Waymo home. Wave of the FUTURE y’all! The next day went to the Botanical Garden. Ugh! Jadore! Love gardens. And did some shoopppiiing at Goodwill, and some consignment shops. Love those kinds of stores. Didn’t really get to see my friend. The whole purpose of the trip. But he apologized profusely and sent me back money for a party, he sorta.. missed. Feeling bittersweet. Believing the best for him... have a great day yall! Kick butt! ✈️

Lordt! Been so busy being fly and swatting unseen hate, clearing my karmas, refusing to conform I haven’t stopped to look at the discussions boards. Elder gays, the younger gays need us! (‘Cause no matter how much their parents may want to help them, they’ll never have the gay experience, and THAT makes a difference!) Besides, you’re too old to be posting those thirst traps. Leave that for the young ones! 😅😂

I love Filipino people. They’ll just organize a whole bunch of people for the sake of community. 🇵🇭

A man and two ravens.

The world is filled with romance and beauty, and I am an oily black raven being fed by hand.

The SF Botanical garden.

No. I. Will. Not. Conform. Better luck next time, suckas! 😂

Make the world sparkle with your difference. Love SF. 😄 🐥

The breakfast before the flight.

Haha feeling like a socially awkward teen because my content is getting no engagement, and while thinking realized that ‘Collective’ exhibits exactly why Folsom exists. Where are the BLACK people? Where are the heavily dark skinned people? Where are the women with beards and hairs on their chest? The hermaphrodite? The disabled? This app feels good! But it’s like western prejudice on steroids. It’s like the Stepford Wives but in color blocked ‘fits and just-the-perfectly-cropped-photo of this skin color lol I get it. We want to be safe. We don’t want to be hurt. Sticking out feels bad. But it’s as edgy in here as a butter knife lol.. I went to an alternative-grunge straight club and was thrilled by the possibilities of the unknown- yknow what I mean? If you only follow what you “like” you don’t grow. You form mold and mildew on your soul. Yknow? Which is fine I guess ..mold made antibiotics, ancient holiness brought health codes. There’s a world of possibilities outside our comfort zones and this app makes me feel bad. Ah! I can breathe. This app makes me feel bad! And I’m social! Does it make you feel bad? lol Have a great day!! And kick butt!! Stay authentic! Ride the discomfort!

Say something nice? Pretty hurts.