🌚billy🌝 (@kakui) • Collective gay friends app

🌚billy🌝 @kakui

recently separated. quiet, kind, figuring things out. seeking thoughtful connection, no rush.

Stopped by to see the 🦢 before work — “thanks” for the tube strike (?)

I came across someone sharing about his marriage. He and his husband have faced serious issues — they were close to divorce twice already, and now his husband has broken his trust again. Still, he has chosen to stay and “work it out,” much like how older generations often did. That’s his choice, and it’s valid. What struck me, though, was his comment that “young people nowadays just choose to leave as an easy way out.” There’s no need to put down a whole group of people to make one’s own choice sound more noble (especially there’s nothing to do with young people). It takes strength to stay, and it also takes strength to leave. Ending a relationship isn’t weakness — sometimes it’s an act of self-awareness and self-respect. Everyone’s needs and circumstances are different. Both paths deserve recognition without judgment.

✦ This Time... I Carry (IV) The strength of softness Mellow but strong I walk — still different, still mine Porcelain, measuring approximately: 24cm H x 13cm W

Who’s going to see Blonde Redhead at the Barbican in Feb 2026?

✦ This Time... I Carry (III) A soft armour for the ache Stillness wraps around what the world misread I walk — still different, still mine Porcelain, measuring approximately: 9cm H x 8cm W

I just launched a new webshop for my ceramics: https://ceramickakui.bigcartel.com/products

✦ This Time... I Carry (I) The shadow I used to silence Now, we move as one Porcelain, measuring approximately: 8.5cm H x 7cm W

Quiet, awkward human here — craving real connection. Not into scenes or games. I’m soft, steady, and still believe in shared weirdness. Looking for genuine friendship, or maybe more — someone who sees past the noise and notices the quiet ones. Is that person here?

Do you know what is it?

FEVER RAY IS HEALING ME

My first painting

Bring me back there

Let see how it turns out 👀

Opened my window and heard Smashing Pumpkins playing my favourite song: 1979

It looks like someone else’s arm 😂

Body meets dress, dress meets body

Is it really possible to make friends or someone special using this app?!

This Time... I’ll Stay (IV)

This Time... I’ll Stay (III)

Blue is the colour

This Time... I’ll Stay (II) Porcelain

This Time... I’ll Stay (I)

Courier mood on

Something new in the making

London is full of sakura 🌸 too

Lip mask, anyone?

My sticker is still there somewhere in Tokyo 😆

Kawaiiiiiiii 🩵🧡

“The Dreamscape Vase 01” Eyes seeking, hands reaching. In this porcelain dreamscape, past and present intertwine, as hope and uncertainty dance their eternal waltz.

My friends really take good photos

New collaboration

🧡🩵🧡🩵

At the V&A 🩵

🧡My bestie and my rock 🧡