Alex (@muecasintetica) • Collective gay friends app

Alex @muecasintetica

risk-taker, challenger, warrior. 💞✨ “Clear eyes, Full hearts, Can’t lose.” 🎖️

i give you grace because i know you are still learning. i make space for your feelings and your thoughts because i care. i allow you access to mine because i believe that you are capable of making good decisions. i enjoyed your presence these past days, holding conversations where we both mattered.

you made an effort.

crying and craving cigarettes.

I may be a lot of things, but I ain’t your saving grace. ☀️

what exercises have you done for shadow work? Side note: I’ve been sober (from my substance of choice) and I haven’t been counting for how long, everytime I crave it I say “I don’t need it.” And that’s my “fix.”

Southern Nights in Orlando Fl, I miss you and your lemon drops. 💗

word dump: i feel small but not safe and i don’t enjoy that state of being. I cry because I think that there is no other thing to do. I listen to music and it feels empty. I want a car. I want to live in my own space, an apartment with a window view to the outside, right in from of my sink. I don’t know how to get a grip on my life bc it feels as if everything is a waiting game for me. Is my patience being tested? Why is it that I can’t seem to stop thinking? & why are all my thoughts negative? I’m lying. Not all of them. Still, I can sit here and feel like I miss you. But I doubt if that’s true. I can’t say that I loved you, since it feels wrong, because I couldn’t accept the fact that you are a polyamorous person. And for me, to love means to accept everything about someone. Maybe, I need to redefine a lot of things. So that my vision becomes clearer. How do I become unapologetic about my being without losing sight of what’s right and wrong? I’ve done disgusting things for other’s pleasure, success, and happiness, why do I hesitate to do the same for myself? If I love myself as much as I say I do, why don’t I feel that love? Is this how I make other people feel?

🌊🩵🌩️🪬

Acid on me like the rain.

Applebees is a comfort zone for me.

Don’t fall in love with potential... tbc.

please love yourself.

Dangerously antisocial. 💋

it’s been 2 months

Y ni siquiera la conozco bien.

friends; your lips cling onto mine everytime we kiss. I pull away, you trap me again, and we kiss. in bed you climb onto me and lay your whole weight, you snuggle your neck into mine, I take deep breaths of your aroma, we are friends. you share your food and drinks with me, I hook my arm onto yours while we walk in public, and when I ask for a kiss, we kiss. we share more than just meals, more than kisses. we laugh, bicker, watch movies and shows together, we sometimes share smiles too. i love that we kiss, we are friends, and we kiss.

thank you for showing interest in me. 🖤🐐

Que te arrastren por el suelo...

Oh Wow! Nickel Arcade. 07/06/2025 🎟️🫰🏻

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

☀️ • 🍓🍋 • 🍻 • Kayleigh and I. - 🧡🤍🩷

quiero irme de esta ciudad y no dejarle saber a nadie.

El problema no es que falles, es que yo te he perdonado. 👩‍🦯

ahora soy feliz, viviendo sin ti.

they hit the fucking pentagon.

en las buenas y en las malas. 🖤

booped his nose.

about last night: got drunk, went to my camera roll, deleted pics, cried, went straight to bed once i got to my destination.

all I ever do is get fucked up. 🧃🌎💜

Dame tiempo para darte todo lo que tengo. 🩷

🌊🐚🩵🌙

🦇🖤🪐🫧🦋🩵

decisions, decisions. 🫦

1st Date kind of nervous! 💘

I think I met you for a reason, I want you to stay with me for a while longer. 🖤

i lost my vape & I still miss you.

what is a witch without her feline friends? (:

Return to Sender ~ 🧿