I've started a new job and even though I feel greatful bout the opportunity i feel exhausted. Am I always going to feel the same way? Is it going to change because of love, sex, different work? Lately i found myself lost in the meaning of things and with so little time living without working, what's the point? Who I was before? Who I am now? I was so worried I'd never get a job. Now i do have one, why dont i love it? Why did i care so much till i didn't?