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Sergi @sergilopez04

Just trying to know who i am and looking for people that want to share thoughts and opinions about life 🌸

I've started a new job and even though I feel greatful bout the opportunity i feel exhausted. Am I always going to feel the same way? Is it going to change because of love, sex, different work? Lately i found myself lost in the meaning of things and with so little time living without working, what's the point? Who I was before? Who I am now? I was so worried I'd never get a job. Now i do have one, why dont i love it? Why did i care so much till i didn't?

I try not to take me so seriously 🤞🏻

Dont have to guess the color of your underwear

Starting a new job, wish me luck 🌷

Have you seen La Traviata in Barcelona?

I feel anger, my fucking ex was his new brand boyfriend on the same theater show i was and he aint taking responsibility for letting me know as badly as it was! I can't understand why people avoid taking care of things when there has been love. Am i not that important anymore? I just hate how people leave emotional corpses and they just keep leaving unhappy. How can someone be so coward to not face the problem and be just masking? I have a deeply disappointment with the mankind today

I feel a change deep down, i have been in a hecatom: i broke with my 4 year ex, someone close died, my ex suddenly was in another relationships, and everything i believed in kinda fell apart. Some time ago i asked for a life more connected with my true self so i understand, i get why everything had to happen the way it did, although it has been though as hell or i didn't like it cause it has driven me here, where i can see myself in the mirror and recognize and love what i see.

Throwing away the shit of my life (lit and no lit)

Why are you all so far away???! Not fair

I saw my old text post and wow pretty intense hhahahahha

Yesterday i draw this, what do you guys think about it?

if its ment to happen it will happen anyway, I'll be fine, I've got time

I've been founding a lot of knowledge here and there about gender and sexuality but today after a good conversation it cristalized. It is strange how you need to have conflicts in order to be able to grow and to discover yourself

Lately I've felt drowned out, sometimes existence makes me feel like nothing make sense and all its a performance and i just find hard finding a meaning

How important is to connect with people with different points of view but aligned with your essence

Lately i feel a lot of exposure, i feel seen in my town. I think it’s not bc of how queer i might be (i am and im omw to unwraped it even more) but bc they see the energy that has the freedom and happiness you get once you’ve your truly self and you don’t act and you just be, and that shines. Im also handsome as hell it might be that too hahahahaha

I've broke up with my boyfriend some months ago and it's strange how grieving works. Lately i feel more connected than ever with myself bit at the same time i miss the old self i was with him. I see beauty more ever but at the same time feel loneliness bc I'm walking alone in this path. Strange

What a view from barcelona tonight! I've never have made such a beautiful pic like that!!! Did you know the moon has colors we can't see at night cause we are design as diurnal beings and at night our eyes evolved to be aware of movement and shadows?

Having a body is not perpetual drag? I am a soul first, which means the rest is just a disguise and a game

Today i realized i was trying to be seen by an attractive men by proving to ¿him? I was worth it. Why am I trying to be seen for what i know instead of just because what i am? Does my value come from other's eyes? Do i need to prove anything to be worth loved?

Is that you are horny or is it that you miss intimacy or a hug to one another. Sometimes i find myself more in this dichotomy

Somedays i feel so overwhelmed by my own feelings and thoughts that it paralyzes me and makes me think i’ll always feel the same. Sometimes i try to share it with people but not always i feel comprehended and it feels lonely in here

Bulgarian art that inspired me

God yesterday said lgtb+ righr near my house

Gorgeous trees in sofia!

Flowers unapologetically existing