I feel a change deep down, i have been in a hecatom: i broke with my 4 year ex, someone close died, my ex suddenly was in another relationships, and everything i believed in kinda fell apart. Some time ago i asked for a life more connected with my true self so i understand, i get why everything had to happen the way it did, although it has been though as hell or i didn't like it cause it has driven me here, where i can see myself in the mirror and recognize and love what i see.