azzula 1 day

A man in a black baseball cap and black sweatshirt holds up a pack of cigarettes to the camera with a slight smile and closed eyes. The cigarette pack features a graphic warning about smoking.

I need more authentic people around, obviously. It’s hard to find people like that when I’m drowning in gym selfies and workout posts on this app. This is really getting out of control we aren’t just body parts. I can’t sit here and watch people who haven’t tapped into themselves or done any of their own shadow work constantly screaming for external validation. Since when did we become like this? Repetitive.. stagnant.. and not interesting anymore zzzz going back to sleep

And maybe I’ll go my whole life never having the experience. And I know deep down that doesn’t make me less than. But god does almost every aspect of society make it feel like I am.

arcashade

Officially 34 years old, I celebrate this year remembering the decisions I made to choose God, the countless times I have sat alone at restaurants, have had few friends, have worked in silence to invest in my career. I have lived a lifetime of shrinking myself around those I do not respect in order to have community and these pat few years I realized I love and respect myself too much to dim myself anymore. To the 420 full moons that have passed over my life. To what I will create, to what I will build, to my bright future and all the love I wish to spread to the world. Watch out 😉

anotherdavid

I have a lot going on right now. Sometimes I need a reminder to take a minute for myself. I’ll be having surgery for the second time this year Thursday. I made my Steam page for my game public last week. Family stuff is difficult. I miss my best friend and I feel like work is just such an unknown at the moment. What are people reading right now? I could use a new book to get lost in.