The rain is ruining my car wash I worked so hard on 💦

I wanted you to make me feel safe when I didn’t yet know how to create safety inside myself. I wanted your love to answer questions it could never answer: Am I enough? Am I desirable? Will you choose me? Will you stay? And somewhere along the way, I stopped asking whether I was choosing myself. The world keeps moving with an almost offensive normality. People go swimming. Trains arrive. cats demand food. Friends send messages. Plants grow new leaves. Summer comes back. I laugh sometimes. And every time I laugh, I discover that my life continued without asking your permission.

A little Swiss chapter. 🇨🇭✨ Thanks for showing me your Switzerland, @zrh81! Zürich, Genève, great conversations, and a beautiful time. Grateful for the memories!

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Sun please don’t go

it's been a year since I deleted my first account here. how has it been lately?

Sunday set