this seems kinda ridiculous, convince me not to delete

There are still things I want to tell you. Small things, mostly. A plant I finally learned the name of. Something stupid one of my cats did. A sentence I heard on the street that would have made you laugh. A tree somewhere in Berlin carrying fruit, the kind we would have stopped to inspect as if discovering it ourselves. Sometimes something happens and my first thought is still: I have to tell you this. And for one tiny second, you still exist exactly where you used to. Then I remember. There is nowhere to send it anymore.

I’m 45 and I’ve decided to just love my body and stop stressing about it.

Finally watched Call Me By Your Name only because I went on a date with a guy who looks like Timothée Chalamet

Booty small or is it the dysmorphia? (I‘m serious)

The happy-sad u feel taking a 8AM taxi home from the afters.

Someone at Sephora just came up to me and told me that i have really nice skin and it made my entire day 🫠

Heartbreak like I’ve never experienced it before. Boy it hurts💔

Septoplasty chic

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