Its truley odd, Ive though about relationships in the past, and even got to the point where I made really nice plans for dates (which sadly never happened). But, the odd part is, untill recently, ive never really had those nice randome thoughts about just spending time with someone, anyone. But now, every time i have kind of nice thoughts, its with men. Never saw it comeing. Its both nice and a little frustraiting, because, why did you waite so long to have these nice thoughts brain!?!?!? theyre so nice and make me both happy and hopefull. I just got to get use to talkin to strangers to get things going. a little at a time i guess.