insatiable
The Architecture of Silence
You appeared without warning, rising from the lake’s mist, and I had no way to prepare for the impact you’d have. In your eyes, I saw beauty—your smile brighter than anything I’d known. I fell quickly, dizzy from your charm and the flood of compliments that made up for years of silence. You were exhilarating.
What followed was deeper. You gave me intangible gifts—feelings I never imagined possible. You made me believe I was important, desired, worthy. You said I brought you peace, that God brought us together, that you’d always protect me. With you, I felt transformed—strong, confident, unstoppable.
Then, just as suddenly, you were gone. No warning, no explanation—only silence where love once lived. The loss was devastating, a sharp, enduring ache. I still don’t know whether to grieve what’s gone or be grateful it happened at all.
The silence weighs heavily, but beneath it, something remains. You didn’t protect me from the pain of losing you—but you did protect me from my own doubt. My world is darker now, but I finally know my worth. My heart is broken, yes—but for the first time, it knows it deserves to be loved.