And this one is for my fellow immigrants. How do you heal this awful trauma you get from immigration? I’ve been an immigrant for 2.5 years, I basically had to flee my country and I’ve spent so much time and energy trying to assimilate in Spain. But at this moment I just feel like I’m just exhausted? And even though I really want it and I’m closer than ever, I still have this awful emptiness and loneliness from not having anyone really close around who would accept me fully or hug me when I really need it, or help me when I don’t understand a thing or just sick/tired. And there is a chance I might never get such person (basically, talking about life partner). So how do I get over it? Cause I’ve just spent 25 minutes weeping in the shower. I have friends but I am not sure if they help me covering that emptiness, as it seems.