I fell in love with this boy from my neighbourhood which I didn’t realize till later on and then he was was my first kiss ,back when I was 16 and now I am 21 ,and at that point we shared more kisses and stuff. back then he told me that he loved me twice in the middle of us making out but I didn’t take it as something serious , because I had no idea what love was or what I was feeling everything then seem so new to me and confusing but I still see him with girls and stuff, then I slowly started getting this angry and restless but I quickly let it go because I am not the kind of person to get angry or feel disorganised . But later on I realise I liked him not just like but love him and he still talk to girl and sleep with them because his sister is my best friend and we were always close, he never gave me that comfort or respected how I would feel seeing him do that stuff outside with me there . It’s being 6 years now but I still think of him when I come across him again at some point So I would love to ask if anyone had experience this and how did they go about it ?? And did he mean those words back then but was too scared of expressing how he feels or was he just saying it because he was immature and playing me