I’m so proud of myself for my healing journey. If I was putting all this effort into making money then capitalism would no longer exist cause I’d have all the money. I’ve been taking the smallest steps as I could to carefully drag myself out of the deep dark pit, absolutely alone. Unfortunately, a lot of people preferred to stay out of it and it is for the best. I’m so grateful for not giving up on myself and keeping on pushing. There were a lot of failures but I managed to give myself the support I needed and not beat myself up for it. I kept on getting up and continuing fighting even though i couldn’t even see where am I even heading to, even when it felt absolutely hopeless. I’m proud to say that I finally started to see the rays of light, I started to regain the trust with myself, the confidence, the power. My relationship with myself was very tough and toxic, but now it’s the best and the only one I have. I’m happy that I failed at ending it back in 2023.