musti.dab 22 hours

A man with dark hair, glasses, and stubble poses shirtless in blue shorts. He has a muscular physique and prominent chest hair.

Do you ever wonder how beautiful you are to me? ☀️ Not beautiful that word is far too small. I mean do you know what happened to the world the moment you entered mine? How suddenly there was a before you and an after? Do you know that loving you felt like discovering fire and having no intention of putting it out? That something in your eyes awakened the rebel in me, and I willingly surrendered to the revolution? You became the sun entering through the window of my words, the warmth beneath every sentence, the place my language kept returning to whenever it tried to describe beauty.

I wanted you to make me feel safe when I didn’t yet know how to create safety inside myself. I wanted your love to answer questions it could never answer: Am I enough? Am I desirable? Will you choose me? Will you stay? And somewhere along the way, I stopped asking whether I was choosing myself. The world keeps moving with an almost offensive normality. People go swimming. Trains arrive. cats demand food. Friends send messages. Plants grow new leaves. Summer comes back. I laugh sometimes. And every time I laugh, I discover that my life continued without asking your permission.

akai

Just completed my spontaneous 72 hours no food fasting (only water) 🍽️❌ My longest autophagy experiment so far. Day 1 was the most unfamiliar. A bit hangry here and there. Day 2 my head got really clear and I could work well. The obvious part I didn't see coming: I train a lot, so there's always this calculation running about getting enough protein in. For three days it was just gone. That felt freeing. Whats your experiece with longer fast? What stuck with you afterwards and did you archive any specific goals?