nathan91
Invisible Helpers
I did not walk into this world empty-handed,
did not arrive unaccompanied,
did not stumble onto this earth
with nothing behind me but silence.
Look closer. Look again.
Behind me stands my grandmother’s hands,
still folding dough, still folding time,
still teaching me that patience is its own kind of power.
Behind me stands the friend who stayed
when staying cost him something,
who loved me before I knew how to love myself,
and left that lesson here when he left everything else.
Behind me stand the ones long buried,
who are not gone, only rearranged,
who whisper through the things they taught me,
who show up in my hands, my voice, my spine.
I am the sum of every kindness
that refused to disappear.
I am not one man standing on this stage
I am a chorus.
I am a hundred hands at my back,
a hundred voices under mine,
saying rise, saying go on, saying
you were never meant to do this by yourself.
So when I speak, they speak.
When I stand, they stand.
When I am afraid, I remember
I was not born alone into this world,
and I was never meant to leave it that way either.
I carry them. They carry me.