museumboy
Dear Jun,
Please do not confuse searching with begging
Do not stay where you are merely tolerated because you are afraid that I am not coming.
Do not spend months translating ambiguity into affection.
Do not make somebody’s uncertainty your life’s greatest puzzle.
You will not have to persuade me that you are worth knowing.
You will not have to study every sentence I send you to determine whether I care.
You will not have to earn every ordinary tenderness.
Do not believe your effort can create desire
And please—when you meet me, let me find you.
With all the love you do not know yet.
Me