Open grief and question: I am surrounded by so many loving people and beautiful things and places, curiosity and art, but feeling at such a loss for the cruelty happening at this moment that we can’t seem to stop? It makes me feel lonely on this planet because other people are still living their lives (esp. here in Southern France) and I can’t understand why the world is still turning while people are dying? I know humanity has always had its good and bad but I feel like I’m in a living nightmare of complacency. 🇵🇸 Would love to know what you think and do, Collective people! As for me I try to take care of myself with exercise, nourishing food, dancing as much as possible, seeing loved ones, speaking up and protesting. But I struggle to find the joy in it or to do the art that usually drives me. Or even want to try. Too heartbroken. Add to this the MAGA regime’s attack on human rights (and similar political waves globally) and my grief feels to be expanding infinitely.

I have a fashion show I am walking for tomorrow and the imposter syndrome is so real. I feel lucky to get a chance like that as a 35yo data viz nerd! I hope I don’t let the designer down.

in Paris w/ my girls, wondering where queer girlies hang on a Saturday night?