I left the house closer to ten o`clock at night, on a Sunday. The trip took me about two hours. I walked past the house I used to live at, walked past the house of someone I liked a long time ago, they don`t live there anymore either. I walked through the streets that at some point were my routine, my blend in days just like those I`m living through now. The phase of uncertainty. I saw the place I was planning to visit one day and always thought that I could do it any day because I lived so close, the day had never come. The place is still there, the time is different, the energy is different. I purposely did it at night to make it feel even more inaccessible. I do it to remind myself that once that was a mission, once it completed you don`t have access to the place and people anymore. I`m still the player but in the different scene, wandering around waiting to begin the new mission.