I think about this often.

Anyone fancy being mates? 📸 Geogrun

I feel like I’m blinded by the fabrics of this world and the way back to me is not ahead but behind. Only by walking backward through the corridors of lights (seIf- awareness, emotional maturity, meditation, mind observation and dissociation) I can return to who I truly am.

Big news for anyone who can read! My debut fiction novel Carousel will be published in Jan 2028. Carousel follows a day in the lives of four men, in an authoritarian Britain, as their paths become devastatingly entangled. Faced with who they are, who they have become and where they will go next. Carousel has been a book many years in the making, and I cannot wait to share it with you.

A blueprint for queerness; for existing far removed from capitalism; for showing up when it matters — and also for showing up in the quoditian moments; for celebrating intergenerational connection; for lifelong learning; for the tenderness of love beyond words. This book took a hammer to my heart and built it back bigger. Stunning. Nova Scotia House, by Charlie Porter.

While Beyoncé's THIQUE may have been written for me... I still am just a butch kween, standing in front of other kweens asking them to love me

Grieving for our magical queer community in Berlin; resolved to continue showing up to demand safety, security and support for all of us.

“HOW TO BREAK MY OWN HEART (AND HIS)” by Tomas Castro Neves, 2026

do I look like him be honest

I joined the vigil in Hamburg after the attack in Berlin. One message stayed with me: We are here. We are queer. Get used to it. Many of us had to ask ourselves early on who we are and how we want to live. Choosing to live authentically shouldn’t be political—but it is de facto. We won’t disappear. We won’t be quieter. We’ll keep showing up for each other. ❤️💅🌈✊🏼🥂

Christopher Isherwood and friend on Rügen Island (1931)