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musti.dab
I think that’s one of the strangest things about losing someone who is still alive. Nothing disappears all at once.
The person leaves first.
The habits take longer.
The conversations you continue inside your head take even longer.
And the future might be the last thing to leave.
I don’t only miss you.
I miss things that never even happened.
Trips we talked about but never took.
Summers we never reached.
Ordinary Sundays.
Getting older.
Going to the swimming pool, just the two of us
Spending one New Year’s Eve together.
akai
Just completed my spontaneous 72 hours no food fasting (only water) 🍽️❌ My longest autophagy experiment so far.
Day 1 was the most unfamiliar. A bit hangry here and there. Day 2 my head got really clear and I could work well. The obvious part I didn't see coming: I train a lot, so there's always this calculation running about getting enough protein in. For three days it was just gone. That felt freeing.
Whats your experiece with longer fast? What stuck with you afterwards and did you archive any specific goals?
musti.dab
There are still things I want to tell you.
Small things, mostly.
A plant I finally learned the name of.
Something stupid one of my cats did.
A sentence I heard on the street that would have made you laugh.
A tree somewhere in Berlin carrying fruit, the kind we would have stopped to inspect as if discovering it ourselves.
Sometimes something happens and my first thought is still:
I have to tell you this.
And for one tiny second, you still exist exactly where you used to.
Then I remember.
There is nowhere to send it anymore.
towfiq
Confessions to the moon
The most intimate thing, for me, is not kissing you, nor holding you.
It's talking to you about myself.
If I give you my body, I can take it back.
But if I give you my thoughts, it's like giving you a piece of my heart.
And when you leave, you take with you
the deepest part of me — the one I'll never get back.