omarisims
Iām running toward the life I asked for,
but my feet feel heavy with doubt.
Every dream I chase
turns around and asks me
why I donāt believe in myself yet.
I sit alone with all this wantingā
wanting to be seen,
wanting to feel enough
without proving it first.
Some days I swear Iām close,
other days I feel like the distance itself.
Still, I wake up reaching,
because even frustrated, even tired,
this hope in me refuses to leave.
And how Iād love it soā
to arrive without apologizing
for the time it took me to believe
I was worthy of the dream
the whole time.