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Eugene @saochiang
No thirst traps from this profile! Just an aspiring creative looking for purpose and community. Will eventually make a profile pic. Fuck AI Art.

The school I went to from Kindergarten to 6th grade is shutting down. So I finally decided to step inside the building one last time, for the first time, in years. After all this time, the things that stuck most with me still remained the same while so many things had changed. And out of all of my former teachers, only one still teaches there. Sadly not for long. It’s madness to think that everything is so small when they were once so big back then. I didn’t have many friends then, just the teachers who cared and wanted to see the best in me. And I think that’s what made coming back to this place so surreal despite the kids I grew up with only became close acquaintances. The principal met me and handed me a pin with the school mascot on it, a puffin. “Once a puffin, always a puffin” she said, and I almost broke. I’m glad that I came back here, even if it was too late. I hope that the last generation of students who will leave this place become the best people they can be.
Still catching up with the Met Gala yesterday. To those of you who watched, what are your thoughts? From what I was able to see, I saw more people on theme than usual. And I’m feeling overall inspired.
Still experimenting with thread for the button holes before sewing into the coat. But I didn’t want to let the night go to waste, so I pulled out my antique button collection and see which ones I want since the original buttons I wanted to use won’t fit into the button foot of my sewing machine.
Practicing making buttonholes because I only have one shot to get them right, maybe two if I’m lucky... 😰
Editing for the dialogue is finally COMPLETE! Next is to edit the stage directions, and the finish the score for the atmospheric aspect of the play. SOOOO CLOSE!!! 🤩
Bought a black, white, and grey striped upholstery fabric from Joann’s to use as a back drop for photography. But the more I stare at it, the more I want to turn it into a fancy overcoat inspired by Masion Margiela, Robert Wun, and Thom Browne. DAMNIT, and I already have another coat project waiting after the green coat... 🪦
Researching and writing emails to various MA and MFA programs abroad. So far Europe is my best bet, I am TERRIFIED of financial side of it all when and if I get accepted into one. But that’s where I just need to close my eyes and dive. .... Right? 😰
Finishing up my certification to be a Mental Health First Aid under the “National Council for Mental Well Being”! While I’m more than happy to be certified to help those in the workplace, it was a little scary due to the amount of self diagnosing I was doing during the lectures. PLEASE DO NOT SELF DIAGNOSE, SEE A LISCENED PROFESSIONAL FOR AN OFFICIAL DIAGNOSIS.
It’s a Folk Metal kind of day so far. Maybe because the sun’s out, and Spring is starting to make its presence. It’s odd because I’m usually sad when Winter starts taking its leave.
MY RENEWED PASSPORT ARRIVED IN THE MAIL TODAY!
Finished cutting out the pockets! Same silk for lining, and cotton velvet for the flaps. I’m also going to sew in a little linen to give the pockets a little structure so that they’ll be less flimsy and can handle a little more weight from things like my phone and wallet.
Finished marking up my script with edits. Time to make those changes on Celtx.
Finally decided to make a flap to go over the outer pockets. Got a little pattern made, decided to use the green velvet despite my anxiety, now all that’s left is to go through my antique buttons and see what works with the colors of this, the wool, and the lining. Then sew the pockets in place!
Sometimes you just have to stare up towards the ceiling for a bit while listening to some music after a rough day of work.
The lining is officially connected with the wool outer fabric... After FOUR NEEDLES breaking and having to switch to upholstery thread. If anyone comes up to me and asks why the thread is different on the cuffs, who are you? Anyway, moving on to pinning and putting the rest of the two parts together!
Another Monday, first song to play. Definitely on the deeper end of the heavy metal pool. Slow tempo, depressing, and dark lyrics galore from one of the best Doom Metal bands in the world in my opinion. This is not my favorite album of theirs, but pretty high up there.
SEWING MISTAKE 4: I was pinning the hood lining to the coat so I could sew it up to the rest of lining, and I’m off by one inch at the bottom of the hood. I have enough of the silk fabric to recut a new one but I’m ready for this to be done so I can move on to the next project that’s waiting for me
To all of you participating in the HandOff Protests, be safe!
Finally got my passport renewed, now I can look at grad schools abroad with a little less stress... 😵‍💫
Shoulder pads are pinned in place to be sandwiched with the hood and the interfacings are sewn into the front folds of the lining. Next step, reattaching the lining hood and wool hood to their rightful layers and finally sew it all into one unit. After that is to figure out the pocket situation. 🤩
Just because we don’t like AI stealing the work of other artist and writers, doesn’t mean we can’t advocate for its use somewhere else for more important things like the medical field and the sciences. There’s more than enough research being done about AI’s negative environment impacts, negative impact on critical thinking skills, ON TOP of its use in CP, celebrity deep fakes and even everyday people in general that put millions of people at risk of being used in some gross fan art without their consent and unwanted interactions without consent. All that said, FUCK AI “ART” support local artist that create from the ground up, and let’s advocate for its use for better things than easing our boredom with cheap shits and giggle that have far more negative impacts than positive. There’s more than enough things in the real world that meaningfully kill your time.
SEWING MISTAKE 3: I sewed the interfacing in the coat instead of the lining. Just finished seam ripping the hood and body where the interfacing was sewn, now time to put them in the right places. Then onto the next question. Do I take out the rest of the hood and sew it back on too? 🤬😭💀
When a fellow thespian friend wants to invite you to their home turf to perform a one man show, but the visual artist also wants to have his two cents as well... The question in my head right now is, “where’s the balance between theatre and performance art?”. Here’s the basic layout.
Sometimes you need the angriest metal music on your playlist to get the day started. Shame there’s no mug of tea to go with it at the moment... Side note, “Metal Monday” has a nice ring to it, doesn’t it?
Wool shell is complete! Everything fits relatively well so far, no issues except stabbing myself with the remaining pins! Onto the next challenging part of this project, the lining. I’m still working out a few things, but I think I’ve got a game plan with this part! After that its a smooth ride!
Since the announcement of JOANN’s closing all of its stores, I’ve spent a little more than 200 dollars on sewing notions and fabric... My bank account is pissed but at least it will be put to good use.... Most of it... Those emptying shelves don’t get any less depressing though. 😢
That moment when you find yourself finding multiple problems in your sewing project, getting caught up trying to think up a solution, only to remember that you have reference books and the internet at your disposal... Oops...
Looking up talent vistas... This interdisciplinary creative who’s rebuilding his portfolio after a years long burnout is a little more than intimidated. 🪦
Almost there!!! Trying to find a good balance between pose and smoke. But aside from that, all that’s left is to spray the varnish and FINALLY finish this drawing with a little more charcoal for the darkest shadows, and white chalk for the highlights! YAY! 🤩
Sooooo yeah.... If you don’t like war violence, don’t watch “Apocalypse Now”. If you truly love yourself, steer clear from the director’s cut. Now if you’ll excuse me I’m going to put my new copy of “Heart of Darkness” in my bookshelf...
Ran into some issues putting the layers together so I decided to work on the pockets instead. Then I remembered I have this mossy/olive green cotton velvet I could use as pocket flaps. But I’m wondering if the velvet works well or clashes too much... What are your thoughts? I’d love to hear! 😁
Juuuuust in case a certain political party tries to wipe the internet of certain written works that may or may not still have relevance in today’s society.... Also they’re some of my favorites and I’ll be pissed and upset if they do disappear.
Hood and hood lining, DONE! Now to sew them to their layers in waiting...
Sooooo yeah, looks like our “President” officially decided that he prefers Putin over protecting Democracy. And paused funds to Ukraine... To all the fellow Americans on here. This is the link to donate to them, if you are able to. Please share the link, and spread the word! 🇺🇦Glory to Ukraine🇺🇦 https://u24.gov.ua
Just sharing the heavy metal goodness.
FINALLY MAKING PROGRESS! Imposter syndrome still kicking my ass though, can only manage 5-10 minutes until my mind starts screaming and energy goes down...
I’m so sorry to all of our international friends that half of voters in our nation chose the one of the most incompetent human beings as “president”... I’m embarrassed to be an American right now.... I mean I’ve been embarrassed since 2016, but this is a whole new level of “what the fuck” that I’ve fallen into...
THE UNIVERSITY I GRADUATED FROM ELIMINATED THEIR NONDISCRIMINATION POLICY IN COMPLIANCE WITH PUTIN’S ORANGE PROSTITUTE. All that time and effort myself and many others before me to put sexual orientation and gender identity into it, GONE. Here’s hoping any people I know who are secretly MAGA sheeple, keep it that way. Remove if you must. I just REALLY needed to at least scream this into the aether...
More power to everyone who’s left the Meta shitstorm. The AI advertisments, Christian Nationalist, and MAGA Conservative hive minds are getting out of control over there. I’ve never had to block so many pages on Facebook before. Friends and family are the only reasons why I’m still there, but even the the temptation to at least deactivate my account is getting stronger...
More metal goodness, wasn’t in the mood for death metal so I went for the more symphonic and lighter side.
Big Drawing WIP. Charcoal. No Title (... Yet).
I was about to sew in the quilted silk I was going to use as shoulder pads, when I realized that they weren’t going to be sturdy enough. So I pulled out my collar canvas, THAT wasn’t holding well either, so I had to use some batting that was 50/50 natural fiber and poly fiber to help it 😤... Oh well.

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