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Orestes @0beron_0restes

Chaotic and feral twink. I love being sad and miserable.

Warsaw, PL

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Soon before leaving a Saturday rave, I talked to 2 dudes who may or may not have been literal n@zis and it made me so fucking uncomfortable (I mean duh) Idk I still think about it. Spending lots of time with comforting and supporting people, sometimes makes me forget there are people like…those, and that my parents’ fears of me being assaulted for being “visibly gay” aren’t unwarranted

Wishing y’all a very spooky and sexy Halloween 😈😈😈

To think that I used to want to live in the US 😭🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

I think it’s an absolute slay that Halloween is on Friday this year

What do horror gays think of “Bring Her Back”? I think it’s better than “Talk To Me”, but after seeing it I felt so insanely miserable. Like, the worst I’ve felt in years. I love how scary and occasionally disgusting it was, but it’s far from “feel-good” or “good for her” horror. If anything, it’s actually “that really fucking sucks for everybody” horror

There’s a McDonald’s lottery in my country and I’ve already won 2 glasses lol

I survived a laser procedure performed on my 🍆 It wasn’t as bad as I thought

Never forget: June comes once a year But pride is forever 🏳️‍🌈❤️🏳️‍⚧️

To gay people having a good relationship with their parents: you lucky bastards 🥲

THIS SERVE 😭😭😭 <3

I couldn’t get an internship in an “early careers program” because other candidates had better “credentials and qualifications”… Life feels like being a lvl 0 character in a shitty game surrounded by NPCs with higher stats than you 🤦‍♀️

I feel like such an ugly loser messaging like 20 hot dudes a day knowing damn well they won’t be interested I must either change my appearance completely, like grow a beard and muscle or hope for a miracle

Once in a blue moon there’s a hot guy on Grindr with bad taste who hits me up 🥲🥲🥲 I wish there were more of these

I feel like a gay incel sometimes. Is this even a thing lol???

I’m convinced people on my IG close friends list think I’m annoying, oversharing, trauma dumping, and fishing for compliments, and they’re right, but that’s what having no support from your family leads to

Imagine portraying a trans woman as a cis man, gaining widespread acclaim for the role and an Oscar nomination, but siding with the biggest TERF in the public eye…that’s why cis het actors playing LGBTQ+ characters can be controversial to say the least

When you call a drag queen by their government name, do you gain control over them like over demons in films when you know their real name???

I remember loving Gaga’s Bloody Mary when I was like 10 so long before it blew up on TikTok

No drug is worth suffering dry peeling lips and comedowns after

I’m having frenuloplasty done on Thursday FML

Not having supportive, open-minded family is one of the biggest curses an individual has to deal with. How different would my adolescence and early adulthood look like if uniqueness, creativity and nonconformity were encouraged and celebrated, instead of seen as something to be ashamed of, repressed, abnormal?

I’ve been having my rebellious teenager phase for years now and I’m 23 now lmao My life’s trajectory changed completely since my unfortunate coming out back in 2021

Honestly if I had a boyfriend, I’d just want to sleep and lie in bed with him all day. People who rot in bed together, stay together

My mother believes that if I look weird (for example, if I have tattoos or long hair) I won’t get a job. I hate this literal boomer mindset. I will NOT compromise my self expression or get back to the closet because my mother’s son isn’t a good and neat boy anymore

“Bur Man Laimi” by Tautumeitas is the best song from Eurovision this year and their album “Under the solar spell” is beyond gorgeous 🥲🌞🌞🌞

One in five voters in my country chose literal fascists in yesterday’s presidential elections…I hate the fact that democracy allows these monsters who disdain democracy to be elected. I hate the fools voting for them; literal idiots want to tell women, minorities and other groups of people how to live their lives. We still have a chance to win against the right wing on June 1st, but given how unfathomably stupid my nation has been, I wouldn’t be so hopeful

MLM stands for “men loving men” doesn’t it? 😗🥹🥹

I kind of started getting the gist of eye pencil and I think I’ll start wearing it on my nights out ☺️😎😎

I am just convinced many of these highly rated albums on RYM and AOTY are overrated af. Also, have you noticed most of them are made by men? I think I’m seeing a pattern

In hell, if there isn’t the type of people telling others they’ll go to hell for [insert smth every sane person would declare normal], it doesn’t sound that bad lol Lol like, “yeah sure I’ll got to hell but at least you won’t be there, or so you think”

What was Jake Hay Rowling’s pen name again? Robert Gallbladder???

I just love it when people notice how skinny I am and feel an urge to point it out. Like, thank you, I know. Boys from school have made sure I’ll always be self-conscious about my weight

What I hate with passion are all the “I’m one of the good ones” gays claiming they don’t support the “gay movement” or all the “this is why they hate us” comments when there’s kink at Pride or when queer people act a little too radical. Like, STFU traitor

Gay4Pay 🌽 creators, what do you think of them?

How do I reprogram my brain to make myself suddenly fitness-obsessed???

An inconvenience of living with your parents is having to explain where I got those giant hickeys on my neck 🥲

The final 15 minutes or so were so insanely gross 😭😭😭 It’s the first film in a long time that genuinely made me sick

I CANNOT imagine for the love of me why I’ve only started clubbing this year… This experience has been so rewarding and would’ve felt even more cathartic a few years ago when my life felt like falling apart

About a year ago I went through my second serious heartbreak. Being turned down by the most beautiful person you’ve known just destroys your self esteem

I have won a war with the Culture Edit store: I’ve received my order today 😎😎😎

I saw beautiful men make out at the club on Friday and it made me want to die from soul-crushing, miserable envy