(a continuation)
I realised how much pressure on my body was putting seeing all these gorgeous models and influencers on infinite scroll. I mean I always knew there was some toxicity about it but I also loved the feeling or illusion of belonging to this demographic. Wanting to be seen to stay relevant. Not interacting at all felt like giving up on something.
Now I go into my own account i scroll for 30 second and I had enough!! it’s insane.
And then going into collective is even worse it’s like I cannot believe home many incredibly beautiful people are here from all over the world sharing their insanely beautiful faces and bodies. Like I honestly get overwhelmed. I don’t even know the purpose anymore. And I’m also not judging, I swear I haven’t became some ZEN living in the moment bitch, I think it’s great if it makes you feel hot, or confident. I just hope most people here aren’t addicted to that validation because everyone deserves to be seen. Gosh I wish I had time to meet them all 🤣🤣🤍. I’m probably off here for another month. Come around and have a coffee with me if you are in Santiago Chile. Love ❤️