Does anyone on here struggle with their existence? Lately I have do to my CPTSD, parents not believing in my goals or being optimistic, the LGBTQ+ dating scene, and this world makes it so hard to be authentic even when I try without force. I’m putting this out to see if anyone understands, or has advice. I’ve been very uncomfortable recently, and have struggled to sleep because of current time. I’m just fed up of constantly playing defense, and feeling controlled by force like I have no choice.