The only way to live

Need a hug and a boy fr🫠

In a shocking turn of events, i finally got my own place 🤧😮‍💨😭

My love, mijn schatje. R. (1989-2026) 💔.

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i wrote this song after a huge ending in my life, it’s deeply imbued w my soul and heart. i have found that love doesn’t disappear, once created with another soul - that love continues. i’m placing it in my music, for you ♡

Three years after my breakup, I rebuilt myself — my confidence, my family’s financial condition, my self-respect, and my self-love. My solo trips changed me completely and gave me a bigger perspective on life. Now, I don’t just want to heal anymore… I want to see the world. 🌍

body update // gym/eating progress - main thing gained = mental clarity. 💪🏼 🍗

This is so real for me. Never felt that anyone wants me for who I am. Always feeling I’m not enough, there’s always guys that’s better than me and more lovable. But. I am lovable. I am enough. But just not for anybody else. 😔