i thought getting cheated on would hurt because i feel jealous or not enough etc. but honestly, the feeling of loneliness is just as bad if not worse. of course, i have my friends and god knows how much i’m thankful for them, but they can not fulfill that specific spot that fits just right on the shoulder of the one you love. and this weird social platform where i basically know no one and joined some days ago is the only place i’m sharing this - it feels fresh, free of previous experiences and judgements, almost private. so i’m sorry for my lame ass girls and gays. it’s ok, it’s not the end of the world. i’m just putting it out there, like words on the wind.