I am sorry to hear that you are going through that ordeal. I will endeavour to summarise some personal experiences here. With every good and bad things in life, ride the wave. And in this instance, acknowledge it and your feelings , all of them are/were valid, and that this chapter is a learning experience. The other person lost someone who gave it their best, you won yourself back and gave the universe a spot to place someone better for you in the future . No love ever given is truly lost, it comes back better, ten to a hundred-fold. Do not allow your tears to drown you, keep on swimming forward. 🫂
Better things never come without losing something that you have.
Remember that life is about ups and downs.
If that is your “down” then “up” is coming.
Sending you my energy🙏🏻