11 days sober and tonight the craving is unreal. like literally having to zone out of flashbacks of the last time i smoked. even the 5 second flashbacks feel so good. my blood pressure drops tenfold. this is fucking scary.
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juancaabstracto
Remember that you don’t (and I can’t emphasize this word enough)— you DON’T need these substances. One just gets used to the feel-good state. It’ll pass, I send you a strong hug and the best vibes I can channel. There will come one day that you’ll realize you already stopped counting the days. ❤️
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moor
If locking in is hard clock out - I like to do sth really pointless and time eating that keeps my hands and brain busy like fuckibg diamond painting or stitching. Diamond paintings are hands down the ugliest thing ever but so boring, just enough stimulation and time intensive.. idk maybe sth like that could work for you too? I believe in you.
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ericv
Congratulations
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ericv
There is a book written by Patrick Carnes called Facing Addiction. I recommend it, I have been sober for 9 years now.
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dylpics
❤️❤️❤️ here if you need. always
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