feeling deep sadness and deep anger for my country. I have been losing sleep all week and filled with anxiety. there is so much beauty, community, and love here that is being continuously smothered and overshadowed by selfish and violent men. - my silent comfort is reminding myself of the continual resilience and joy of queerness. queer expression is freedom, play, and support during anger, fear, and violence. I hope for more hopeful moments ahead.