To shave or not to shave?

Week one of my sabbatical. My travel companion has strong opinions about the itinerary and refuses to contribute financially.

Went on a date yesterday. It was nice. Nothing felt wrong. But when I left, I sat by the sea alone and realized I wasn’t looking forward to seeing that person again. And that’s what confuses me. I don’t have trouble meeting people. I just don’t seem to feel what everyone else feels when they meet someone they want to keep in their life.