Bit of oversharing, cuz I guess that’s my thing: I find it quite awkward to be a wholesome artist as well as an adult content creator and how both affect my life as a whole. The most noticeable impact is in my love life, where I’ve always ended up with wholesome family men who clash dramatically with who I am intimately, which is the same person I present as in adult spaces. I also find it difficult to express myself properly in regular spaces as well as adult-oriented ones. Though we could say that I have two distinct personalities, they’re both me. But I have to mind myself to be a specific me depending on where I’m at. This has led to some weird situations where I almost gave out my “secret life,” the life I have in adult spaces. I wish I could do both at the same time: art and porn. I wish I could talk freely about both, to be my full authentic self at all times instead of only letting one side out lest the other ruins my life.