just 1 more day, and it’ll be 2026… and I want to open up a bit.
This year, to be honest; was a bit of a downward spiral for me. I don’t know how yours were, and I genuinely hope it was okay for all of you. But mine was a downward spiral. I started the year with a load of friends, and now I’m ending it (the year I mean) with only a handful.
I know, friendships don’t last forever, it’s a fact. But it hurts, you know? Maybe I’m too sensitive for it, maybe I think it too much, but it’s that.
As for me, it hurts to breathe sometimes. Sometimes I don’t even wanna leave my bed. Sometimes, I just feel a huge void where my heart should be. But I still breathe. Still get up. Still do my work.
I just keep breathing, and hoping this too, shall pass. I keep breathing, just to see another day.
Sorry for the weird and sad message, but I just… wanted to get this out. If you ever felt something similar/same, don’t hesitate to say it. Let’s leave some/all our grievances in 2025.
thotanist
